What's the point?

[ghost]

Even if I am ever EVER thin enough I still won't be pretty. Won't be sexy. Won't be funny, or fun or interesting or clever or nice or any of the other things good people are. I am never going to be good enough. What's the point? Why the hell am I still here? I am suicidal but what the hell kinda good is that if I don't fucking kill myself? I hate myself why aren't I dead why am I even alive in the first place? So I cut myself. Big fucking deal. And then what? It heals and I have another reminder on my skin of how pathetic and useless I am.

What have I got to live for? Nothing. I have nothing and nobody and I want to die

[Jacklinger]

Why do you need to be all those things? Is it just because you're lonely?

[silver_elf]

*GREAT BIG HUG*

you don't have to be any of those things. You don't have to be sexy, or funny, or clever... You just have to be yourself, and enjoy it. And if your intentions are good, people WILL think you're nice. everyone slips up.
someone will love you for who you are, as long as you can enjoy being yourself every once in a while.

hang in there.

[ghost]

I took an overdose last night. Not enough, obviously. And although I still feel dead inside, I am sure as hell live and kickin' on the outside. Woo fuckin hoo

[Roses]

that sounds like a underdose to me :S :)
hey i hope ur ok,, i hate reading ppls posts when they want to kill themselves, it kind of makes me want to cuz i see so many ppl upset it makes me upset, an whatever. i said yesterday if i saw another person who wants to kill themself then i'm leaving the forum.. so this sucks :( but i am in a better mood 2day :)
anyway i hope ur ok i rly do. take care of urself i know it's not easy ok, but nothing is..
xoxo