missing him already

[angel.eyes...]

like i said a week or so ago my boyfriend is workin away and he went yesterday and i miss him soooooooo much.

he rang this morning before he got on the boat out of the uk and said he wud let me know when he got there. he is defo there by know coz it only takes like 5 hours to get there and its been 24 since his boat set off.

am still waiting for a text so i tx tellin him a letter about his results came and he passed (he asked me to let him know) and in the tx i said let me know u got there safe and am stil waiting for a text.

i hate it am tempted just just text again but il resist, going to sleep soon so i dnt start stressin myself out. then when i wake up and if he hasnt tx me il just have to cry. i hate the way i get so worked up and i hate waiting.... oooow


:(

[CDG]

Don't worry too much, he's in another country and is probably busy resting or settling in, I'm sure he'll text you when he's able to :)

[angel.eyes...]

i woke up this morning, no text :(

but i didnt cry i just got on with it and went the gym to burn some cals and to take my mind of things... it made me feel better.

plus i resisted sending another text last night so am proud of myself, i usually freak out and start sending stupid messages lol it i never :)

so now.... i am just going to have to wait, he said he wud ring me thru the week so am just goin to leave it now until he calls me coz i dnt wana get on his nerves! plus i was last to text so why shud i text again? and he will start to miss me or wonder whats up when am not just there txing him and ringing him.

god i need to stop overthinking everythin, i just cnt help it tho!

xxx

[angel.eyes...]

hes phoned me a few times so its all good :)

and hopefully hes only doin the 2 weeks not 3 which means he wil b home friday coming :)

xxx

[Noumi]

At least you have a boyfriend...
I miss my ex-boyfriend somuch that I envy you!
u__u