Howdy...Mojothin here

[mojothin]

Hello everyone...

my name is mojothin, i am 26 years old from Boise, Id... i have had an eating disorder since i was about 11 years old. i have been to 4 IP programs, some of the best, but they didnt do anything for me. I have been down to 78 pounds and i am now at my highest weight of 141 and i am 5'8, so i am gross i know.
But i am here cuz i have been a member on other sites before but have not found one that i really love. i want help to get back to where i want to be and i have a good feeling about this place.
I also love helping people with any problem they may be facing. I went to school at the University of Idaho and graduated in 2004 in psychology and womens studies with and emphasis is in eating disorders, sexual assualt, and domestic violence. I love it so much and i am working towards my nursing degree hoping to go into being a psych nurse.
I feel absolutly horrible about myself lately, i am in love and THAT FREAKING ROCKS, and he is a great guy but feel like i could be better for him, we are getting married in a year and i want to be skinny again.
Well anyways thats alot of information about me and there is plenty more so i look forward to getting to know all of you.

Mojothin

[Nelly]

Mojothin,

welcome to the site! My name is Nelly and I am new here as well. That is amazing how much schooling you have gone through. KUDOS to you, hun! I want to eventually go back to school for nursing myself. I hope that you like it here and you are very much welcome!

Nelly

[mojothin]

thanks for welcoming me nelly... maybe we can work together since we are both new here and get to know people better together...
i think that this site is going to be a good one.
im so excited to finally be back with people that know what hell this life can bring you and to have all the same goals motivates and ways of thinking as i TRUELY do.... i think alot of people can understand that here.
thanks again for a great welcome.

mojothin

[Catalina]

I just want to feel in control. You know; I look in the mirror some days and all I see is fat. I want to see myself instead! I suppose I fit best into the category of Ed-nos--I just alternate between eating really obscene amounts and fasting. So I'm just joining here for some support--my theory is that I'll be able to eat normally once I'm thin enough. Who knows? But first things first: I need to get thin enough, i.e. go from about 140 to about 111.

[pinkprincessbelle]

I agree! I will eat normally when I'm thin again (Iwork in kilos so I'm 50 now wanna be 44). I have to cause my flatmates are threatening to move out if I don't get my shit together!One had to sign for my diet pils and now they have confiscated them! $80 down the drain!:mad::(:(

[cupcake]

Hi Mojothin,

Are you from FO?

Cupcake

[Professorana]

No way, Belle! They threw out your Hoodia? That stuffs expensive! I wish it was just me and another ana in an apartment--I just want to be left alone with my ana--you know what I mean?

Welcome mojothin! There are some fabulous girls on this site and they are a great support. It just sucks that we all live in different time zones so it's hard to catch eachother at the right time to chat live. We're here for you!

I'm 28, married with a 3month old and was in recovery for over a year (sorta) never really stopped purging, though. I can't wait to go back to work next semester so I don't have to worry about food. I'm part time faculty at a local university and I'm finishing up my doctorate---I know--I really should know better than do to this nonesense at this point by ana is my only constant, she comforts me and makes me feel safe and in control. I put on a lot of weight during my preganncy which is now literally going to kill me unless I get it off. Come join our fast!

[sarah-charlotte]

hi welcome to our little ana mia family, hope u enjoy your stay and we can all help each other achieve our goals on time. x x x:)

[dog_trainer]

Hi mojothin!
welcome!

[pinkprincessbelle]

don't worry professorana one did a deal with me that if i ate some dinner he would give them back.......and he did. he's actually trying to understand by researching this shit and giving me a bit of a break.

stay strong girls:)

[Professorana]

Oh, good Belle--they really worked for me last year. I dropped loads of weight because I just was never hungry.

I love your strength--it makes me stronger:)

[pinkprincessbelle]

i wish i was stronger though!