janey
01-10-2010, 01:27 AM
the last month or two i've been alright, really busy so distracted from eating and stuff, it's been good.
but now it's starting again, the unnecessary eating and binges. when i get home from work at ~3 i've just been eating eating. it's not showing as much cos i've been so active, but i just cant get it into my head that if i eat less i WILL lose weight! cos of the fact that i HAVE been really active, i'm definitely skinnier than i was a few months ago. but i'm ruining it!
so this is my new start, now.
i'm gonna pretend this weekend was new years (since it was 100000000x better anyways) so monday, start of the new year. new years resolution.. FIX THIS.
haven't been here in ages, but i needed to write about this crap.
and make like.. a record. of my resolution.
I CAN DO THIS :D
but now it's starting again, the unnecessary eating and binges. when i get home from work at ~3 i've just been eating eating. it's not showing as much cos i've been so active, but i just cant get it into my head that if i eat less i WILL lose weight! cos of the fact that i HAVE been really active, i'm definitely skinnier than i was a few months ago. but i'm ruining it!
so this is my new start, now.
i'm gonna pretend this weekend was new years (since it was 100000000x better anyways) so monday, start of the new year. new years resolution.. FIX THIS.
haven't been here in ages, but i needed to write about this crap.
and make like.. a record. of my resolution.
I CAN DO THIS :D