wanting it to stop

[tori52007]

im a newbie here and i just need some advice and some ppl to talk to.. my life has been going downhill for a while now and starving my self seems to be the ONLY thing i can control my boyfriend is in iraq and we only have one more month left but he is so miserable...he's sad ALL the time and i know ALOT of it is b/c he is over there and we miss each other...but he is always like i am shit i dont deserve to live and its all ur fault and i can't take it!!! i am a worthless peice of shit i shouldn't do that to him and all i try to do is make him feel loved i dont do ANYTHING since he is gone but sit and home and wait for him to call....i can't stand fucking everything up thats all i ever do...i feel if i was skinner he would be happier :( i can't stand to look at myself in the mirror when i wash my hands or anything i close my eyes...its awful...i can't loose weight fast enough he;s going to come home and absoultely HATE my fat ass.....why wont this all stop?!?!

*dying to be thin*

[babyhippo]

i know its just your ed speaking but try not to blame him feeling like this on yourself. hes experiencing war. very traumatic and can be very difficult to cope with.

[LiquidSunnshine]

i know its just your ed speaking but try not to blame him feeling like this on yourself. hes experiencing war. very traumatic and can be very difficult to cope with.

You do realize that post is from 2008?