Hi

[takingoverme]

It's been a problem for some time...

I'm currently ***edit**and 5"6, and my parents are now force feeding me and I feel terrible.

How can I ever be normal again?
I mean, it scares me that I still truly believe that I am fat and have unbelievably massive thighs. I can't tell what's real and what's an illusion anymore.

[model]

being force fed makes it so much worse, u need to tell them u will eat if they make an appointment for you. it is honeslty the only way. im not cured but ive read so much on the subject. we are basically all perfectionists with anxiety. we channel our anxiety with perfect control. our eating. that sucks, but i totally look up to my mum, she was anorexic at age 18, height:5.6 Weight: ***edit**. but she is totally cured and totally amazing, and sooo skinny!!! but she eats what she wants. i cant get my head around it but honestly. she has it all now, being skinny and happy with no worry in the world. this is something i hope to be one day, and im sure u will, keep ure head up,it is possible, and to still be skinny xx