Mirror Mirror

[cethru]

Mirror mirror I'm so ashamed...
It's all your fault, your to blame.
Paint this picture in front of me,
you leave no room for me to breathe.

Hearts pound mad with selfish views,
shattered dreams left dazed and confused.
Picture perfect in front on me,
mirror mirror Why do my tears bleed.

Where the fuck is Mr. Right,
to hold me and tell me it'll be alright.
He's probably staring at his own face,
wondering, dreaming, & crying the same.

Take some notes and remember this day,
from now on with integrity I'll play.
No more booty calls, or using guys,
no more toxic choices or telling lies

Mirror mirror, what the hell is this,
Reflection meaning nothing but everything
Look deeper inside me I dare you to see
That your innocence is what is killing me

Sickened evening, darkened night
Left alone to battle this fight
I force the world to stay away from me
But Love and Attention is what I need

Teeth feel old, glands feel thick
And to think this is something I did?
Shame covers my soul and I'm all alone
But its a comfort I hold onto, it's all I know

Build up my stride and work everyday
My existence is only what I can make
My outcome is beautiful as I sit here and dream
But this journey drudgery, uneasy and testing

Mount up myself with confidence everyday
Reflect only enough to not make the same mistakes
Mouth filled up with puke, flush down this taste
Sobing my own song shame fills my empty space

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