TW poem

[kittycat]

Time has stopped
I have no where to go
I've come from nowhere
I can't return
No other paths
No bridge to cross
I can't stop
my hands are freezing
my soul is crying
I know a lot of time is pressing
Sand is leaking out of my hourglass
I can't buy them no more
because no one sold
Im so cold
I feel the death cries out for me
I am pale as a porcelain doll
Im staring at my reflection
Dreaming about perfection
Tears are from my eyes
My soul still cries
Im not asking for much
I just wanted to be thin and beautiful
but all I felt was fear
shivering and pain
Pain that never stops
Pain that never goes away

I tried to forget
I tried to get away
internally struggled with myself
their deepest hunger
their biggest fear
I took a step and ran
mile after mile
minute by minute
hour after hour
I can't stop
I continue
It's dark and I'm like a ghost in my mirror
food is evil, it's a trigger
I scream and I cut myself
I torn into pieces
head is spinning
and im falling lying on the cool floor
wishing that someone willopen this door