give up!

[sophiemay]

i just want to give up...
i just want to STARVE
I WANT TO BE THIN
but why am i forced to eat? im not HAPPY. im never happy. i want to be thin and bones and pretty. but i never will - i never was.
mayb if im thin my mummy will like me again...
maybe ill have more friends
maybe i wont have to lie
maybe ill find someone to love me for me, not hate me for my anger every fucking day.

maybe i should just leave....
i have no guts, but i cant take this. i just want to be gone, till be bettr for everyone.

[Vision Thing]

Noo you can't give up! Stay strong and just rant it all out to us :)

[Starving-Beauty]

dont give up stay strong im sure you can do this!
there are people out there that love you and im sure they dont want to see a e.d potentialy kill you!. i know how you feel i got a e.d to everyday i tell myself i will get help but i never do it im scared of getting fat but i know i must get it. please dont give up Hunny please dont

female 16 5'7.5
cw=112
lw=112
hw=148
gw=110
xx

[sophiemay]

i judt odnt see the point, im so unhappy...

[Vision Thing]

Is there someone you can talk to at school about this, like a councellor? They'd be able to help better because they have more experience and are in front of you right there....where it's really hard for us to sound sincere for your concerns over the internet even though we are, just because you can't see in someone's eyes or gestures how much they want to help you.