Scared.

[Thefurryone]

I have two friends who I would love to move in with. Although I realize now thanks to one of them. I am still acting as a child. Scared to let go of what I have with my parents. At least financially.

It is stupid and immature of me but it is true. I feel like a greedy little fucker who has to have help from everyone just to stand up. I want to but I don't know how to. I also don't want to loose my friends who do support me but I don't want to rely on them. I am scared of living this kind of life.

I don't know what to do.

[elzie]

Most people do this when they first move out! I live in my own house with my son and partner and i'm 21. I have to pay rent and bills and shopping eeep!! It's scary! It IS. But it's also very rewarding!!! You don't have to explain to people you still live with mummy. You can go out whenever, do whatever and live your own life! You get to save your own money and buy something with it and it feels fantastic that you earnt it.

Yes it's scary and eeeeegh. But you have to do it at some point...and whens the best time? Because I think it'd be amazing living with your 2 friends who obviously understand.

good luck! and do it !!!!!!!!

[elzie]

Ps: I love you!