I don't know if this really belongs here

[ohrain]

I guess a website called "4chan" is hacking into peoples facebooks
and posting pictures.
not just any pictures.
volatile, inappropriate, horrifying, disgusting pictures.
like porn, or extremely gory pictures.
and i just opened my facebook, and on my newsfeed was someones post of a picture
of a man, laying on the street, with his head splattered.
blood, brains, everywhere.
now, I can't even watch movies or TV shows with blood in them, since I was little.
it just psychs me out way too much.
in elementary school my mom even had to write a letter to my teacher/school office to let me sit out of the part of science where we learn what is inside of our body, and the functions, etc.
blood just horrifies me.
and after seeing that picture on facebook right now,
I sit here shaking, in shock, wanting to scream, crying
my boyfriend (fiance/WHATEVER) is telling me its nothing to freak out about, that it happens
but I can't take it. I'm shaking so madly that I don't even know how I'm typing.
the image just wont leave my mind, the tears won't stop
I don't know..I'm weak I guess.. I just cant take shit like that.
I don't know what to do.
help?
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[meerz]

Somebody really should be there with you, holding you...I didn't figure out if your boyfriend is actually next to you or just on the phone or something.. Call anybody that'd make you feel safe. Try with listening calming music or watching cartoons, or anything funny would be good for the "first aid"..