im getting fat again :( [Archive]

Sosic.420

11-09-2009, 12:46 PM

Title says it all. people are literally shoving food down my throat. i went from 106 to fucking 110.
i promised ill eat and they believe me. but now its hard to start a fast again.
URG. i started to cut again from all the frustrations and of how dissapointed in myself i am.
:(:(:(
im going to try to fast again tomorrow for a week.
wish me luck im going to need it. im a fat bastard ha

anonomousmia

11-11-2009, 07:19 AM

i can assure you that your not fat hun!! look at your BMI! i bet your so slim! jealous!!
i went from 110 to 114 and im now working my ass off 2 get back down there. i better b there monday else i will binge, i just no it, cuz il b so gutted.

wow, can u actuli fast 4 a week?! i cant!! im far too active to fast i think, i exercise everyday so yeah id end up passing out or something!! good luck!!xx

Sosic.420

11-11-2009, 11:32 AM

awe thanks. im doing pretty good with the fast.
im not much of an excersiser haha. i usually try to get in at least 40 mins on the treadmill every night during a fast. which is 200 cals. plus all the movement i do during the day.
and i no what you mean about the working your ass off. im going to be doing the same. im very strict with it this time, im writing EVERYTHING down and have started a new journal.
good luck to you also. keep me updated :)

Cinderellinger

11-12-2009, 01:40 PM

That totally sucks. I know how shitty it is when people are forcing you to eat because they think they know what's best for you...it's so stupid! Good luck on your week long fast though! That's so admirable that you can just make the decision to do something like that. I know it's hard to get started when you've been eating lately, but trust me, once you get past that first hunger pain, it's smooth sailing ;-)

Sosic.420

11-12-2009, 05:48 PM

That totally sucks. I know how shitty it is when people are forcing you to eat because they think they know what's best for you...it's so stupid! Good luck on your week long fast though! That's so admirable that you can just make the decision to do something like that. I know it's hard to get started when you've been eating lately, but trust me, once you get past that first hunger pain, it's smooth sailing ;-)

thanks. seriously.
that REALLY motivated me.

MySweetheart

11-12-2009, 05:54 PM

Im in the exact same position as you darling, its gotten so bad im even bingeing every night now. Im a male 6ft and used to weigh 130lbs now im in my crisis and am 143lbs and still rising.

I wish you the best of luck, truly I share your pain. Im trying my best, its so fucking hard.

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