angel.eyes...
11-08-2009, 02:51 AM
omg am scared to eat today and i have to face a full sunday roast later on at my boyfriends house!
so last night (saturday) i was sooooo good all day and had dinner, all only added up to 400cal. so thats alls i wanted to have but then my bf turned up to watch a film with me we stil had cookies from the night before which i had left. he was like have half with me so i had a tiny bit not even half, and then he had brought me down my favourite sweets and then i didnt want him to get suspicious me not eating them plus my brother was in the room. so i ate them, like fuckin 300cal in the packet. then he wiped out some chocolate i like so i had a tiny piece then i want MORE and it was just sittin there and he wouldnt eat it (on purpose leaving it for me!!) so i ate it. then i thought fuck it i want crisps and ate not 1 but TWO packets.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeee i am such a pig, i hate myself. i weighed this morning and to my supirse i have not even gains.
but now am scared today that if i eat it will all catch up on me for tomorrow.
what do u guys think.
i had to have breakfast because my bf stayed over but i only had a tiny bowl of cheerios 100 calories. thats all ive had so far.
advice please, i feel like dyin :( :( :( :(
xxx
so last night (saturday) i was sooooo good all day and had dinner, all only added up to 400cal. so thats alls i wanted to have but then my bf turned up to watch a film with me we stil had cookies from the night before which i had left. he was like have half with me so i had a tiny bit not even half, and then he had brought me down my favourite sweets and then i didnt want him to get suspicious me not eating them plus my brother was in the room. so i ate them, like fuckin 300cal in the packet. then he wiped out some chocolate i like so i had a tiny piece then i want MORE and it was just sittin there and he wouldnt eat it (on purpose leaving it for me!!) so i ate it. then i thought fuck it i want crisps and ate not 1 but TWO packets.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeee i am such a pig, i hate myself. i weighed this morning and to my supirse i have not even gains.
but now am scared today that if i eat it will all catch up on me for tomorrow.
what do u guys think.
i had to have breakfast because my bf stayed over but i only had a tiny bowl of cheerios 100 calories. thats all ive had so far.
advice please, i feel like dyin :( :( :( :(
xxx