losing twenty five

[thea]

i'm logging my progress at the end of each day, starting tomorrow. hold me accountable! and so here is my starting point:

CW: 123.0
GW: 98.0
Lbs to lose: 25.0

[thea]

mornings are easier to post, so here is today. must have only lost water weight cause yesterday I stuck to nibbles of mozz cheese and ~20 almonds. ugh

CW: 120.6
GW: 98.0
Lbs lost: 2.4
Lbs left: 22.6

[thea]

ugh. boyfriend made me a pizza yesterday but i managed to get most of it up. i have work at 6:30am this morning at my coffee shop which will be great cause i love serving people ~600 kcal mochas and grosssss pastries, haha ;)


CW: 120.2
GW: 98.0
Lbs lost: 2.8
Lbs left: 22.2

[Vision Thing]

Just posting to motivate you :)

[thea]

thank you vision!! i need it, oh god. got real drunk last night and didn't drink enough water = BLOATED and gained it all back. back to the coffee shop for work. feel like i've been hit by a bus. nothing but tea and the occasional walnut for me today. eat fat, lose fat. but don't eat too much fat. omg can't even bear to look at the scale!

CW: 122.4
GW: 98.0
Lbs lost: 24.4
Lbs left: 0.6

[lovebexs]

ugh, same thing happened to me last night.. i drank waaay to much alcohol and gained back 2 pounds :[ it's probably mainly water, but i'm fasting today to get rid of it.

good luck today :]
stay strong <3

[Vision Thing]

Uh oh.....it's so hard to find a balance between going out and having fun to losing weight :(

[thea]

thanks & good luck lovebexs, congrats on reaching GWs! and yes vision it is so hard to have a social life without unnecessary calories. why does everything always have to be centered around food food food???

sadly those mgd 64 kcal beers are like 1% alcohol = FAIL

also i feel DISGUSTING today, because yesterday = FAIL

not giving up, i never will


CW: 125.4
GW: 98.0
Lbs lost: -2.4 NEGATIVES? EFFFFF
Lbs left: 27.4

[Vision Thing]

Yep. It's like the only acceptable social things to do is eat - go out to dinner, have lunch with family, go get coffees with workmates, see a movie and eat popcorn, a romantic evening at a nice resteraunt.....

[lovebexs]

it really does feel like every social event involves food :[
going to the movies has popcorn, candy and soda and going out for meals seems to be all my friends want to do lately. that or go to a party and get drunk. it really feels like avoiding food means avoiding people sometimes :[

stay strong you guys!
together we can avoid the pitfalls of having friends lol

[Cinderellinger]

The toughest thing is when you have a boyfriend who likes to feed you and take you out. Sometimes, he'll give me a kiss and he'll put a Starburst in my mouth!

It's a cute gesture but it damn near destroys me sometimes...good luck with your own losing though! You can do it!!!

[thea]

Omg so true about boyfriends too, if i ask him for a tiny nibble of something he'll make me 8 lbs of food that i can't and won't eat. doesn't know about my ED though

my b/f: "i love feeding you because i want you to be full and happy"
me (in my head): NONONO
my b/f: "i don't think you eat many actual meals, so it makes me happy to see you eat one"
me (in my head): NONONO

~*starving*~ makes me happy. food absolutely grossed me out yesterday. i'm back to normal :)

thanks for the support everyone, i will be thinking of you!

CW: 122.6
GW: 98.0
Lbs lost: 0.4
Lbs left: 24.6

[anonomousmia]

heya, my goal weight is 98 lbs to! and im also 21!

Good luck with your weight loss, I just started the ABC on Monday. Hopefully I will have lost 4lbs by next Mon! let me know how you do in a week or so :-) xx

[thea]

@anonomousmia: yesss! you are so much closer to 98 than i am, i wanna catch up. we can do this :)

my lappy broke down, so i've been unable to post the past couple days. had 200 kcal today and am stopping at 300

CW: 122.2
GW: 98.0
Lbs lost: 0.8
Lbs left: 24.2

[thea]

gross i hope i'm not plateauing. winter formal in 2 weeks, i need to be at least 100 by then i NEED to be tiny for my last college dance

CW: 121.8
GW: 98.0
Lbs lost: 0.8
Lbs left: 24.2