lovemianloveana
09-03-2011, 10:26 AM
i feel the bones inside
pinching them and wishing
they wiouldnt hide behinde
the layers of fat
that remain inside
striving for perfection
the perfect 0
the way the hip bones
pop the way the arms
have thiness
being ableto fit both fands
easly around the fattest part of leg
seems impossible
the ana in me scream
nothing is ever enough
shes grew
grew into more than
i ever thought shed be
purging even th smallest bite of things
hating calories..
feeling so weak
im a wreck
iam a huging fucking mess
but ana has all of me
and even though i bitch about it
one day i know it will be
worth all the pain.
pinching them and wishing
they wiouldnt hide behinde
the layers of fat
that remain inside
striving for perfection
the perfect 0
the way the hip bones
pop the way the arms
have thiness
being ableto fit both fands
easly around the fattest part of leg
seems impossible
the ana in me scream
nothing is ever enough
shes grew
grew into more than
i ever thought shed be
purging even th smallest bite of things
hating calories..
feeling so weak
im a wreck
iam a huging fucking mess
but ana has all of me
and even though i bitch about it
one day i know it will be
worth all the pain.