Priscilla
10-23-2009, 07:08 PM
One is very very skinny
she is my thinspiration and she suffers from ED's
the other was always bigger than me but has recently lost enough weight to weigh less than me
[WHICH I FUCKING HATE]
she, i think, wants to have an ED but is certainly going down the right road.
I'm not sure whether i'm glad we all know about eachother now...
it was like
a big drunken sharing time with lots of crying etc.
but yeah, i'm not sure.
This isn't something i like to talk about a lot in real life, and the one who used to be bigger than me asked if we could text eachother our weights everyday
and i really don't want to
gah i'm so confused right now.
I liked this being my secret.
I hate the fact they're both skinnier than me.
[although the competition could do me some good]
but also i just feel inadequate when it comes to both of them, seeing as i'm now the fat one.
I NEED A FUCKING GYM MEMBERSHIP
i feel like an absolute fat lump becuase i never get the chance to exercise
my parents can afford to get me one because they are paying for me to go skiing.
I can't afford to get one myself because no one will hire me
i don't know
i just really really really need a membership
see, i can't run, which means that going for jogs is a no go.
):
sorry, that had nothing to do with the previous point...
i've just kind of entered a slump of ranting and feeling patheticly fat.
yeah.
she is my thinspiration and she suffers from ED's
the other was always bigger than me but has recently lost enough weight to weigh less than me
[WHICH I FUCKING HATE]
she, i think, wants to have an ED but is certainly going down the right road.
I'm not sure whether i'm glad we all know about eachother now...
it was like
a big drunken sharing time with lots of crying etc.
but yeah, i'm not sure.
This isn't something i like to talk about a lot in real life, and the one who used to be bigger than me asked if we could text eachother our weights everyday
and i really don't want to
gah i'm so confused right now.
I liked this being my secret.
I hate the fact they're both skinnier than me.
[although the competition could do me some good]
but also i just feel inadequate when it comes to both of them, seeing as i'm now the fat one.
I NEED A FUCKING GYM MEMBERSHIP
i feel like an absolute fat lump becuase i never get the chance to exercise
my parents can afford to get me one because they are paying for me to go skiing.
I can't afford to get one myself because no one will hire me
i don't know
i just really really really need a membership
see, i can't run, which means that going for jogs is a no go.
):
sorry, that had nothing to do with the previous point...
i've just kind of entered a slump of ranting and feeling patheticly fat.
yeah.