ow.ow.ow.ow.

[sushi?]

I forced myself to binge. After eating a large breakfast I was suprised that my stomach wasn't all bloaty, so I went into the kitchen and ate more then checked. It was still not bloated. So I PURPOSLEY KEPT BINGING to see when my stomach got bloaty.
I ate a little less than half a jar of nutella, two ice cream sandwhiches, pancake mix, a gram cracker fried in a pancake, a pancake, three pieces of pizza, bernard calebou chocolate, fries, and bread. I didnt even enjoy it nor did I really want to binge at all. I could have EASILY walked away!! Now my stomach is KILLING me and I don't know what the fack to do.
Do I purge, sleep, go for a walk, run, not eat tomorrow? JSEOQWJFRWEW456#$%$@ I NEED TO LOSE FIVE POUNDS BY SATURDAY NOT GAIN THEM.

im really angry at myself :X

oh and my stomach finally got that food baby i so desperatly wanted, its name is Charlie.\

OH and the funniest part is right after eating a "normal person" breakfast I thought to myself "see you dont have a problem with foo, you ate just like everyone else!" olol

[awake]

The best thing to do is continue on tomorrow like today hadn't happened. If you're working on eating healthily - continue to do so.
I'm sorry you went through this though.

[sushi?]

ahaha i sounded like an idiot. But thank you for replying, i went longboarding for a little while so hopefully that helped :x

[awake]

Hope you're having a better day : )

[SisterSomeone]

Hi!
I don't know whether you posted this just to vent and get it off your chest or looking for advice, but know that I really don't intend for this what I'm going to say to come off as rude or judgey. Believe me, I'm not judging. I've had binges just like that.

Now, you say you could have easily walked away from your binge. So it's not the lack of willpower what pushed you into it. But what is it?
Were you feeling guilty about a large breakfast? Bored? Angry at yourself for some other reason?

Lol, maybe you already know the answer and I'm just being stupid and pushy, but I wanna help if I can. ;-)

[sushi?]

I was in a state where I didnt really feel hungry and my stomach felt really small. I was bored and just kept eating to see if I could make my stomach big again D: I must have been really bored bahha but thanks for the help!! your not being stupid or pushy at all :D

[SisterSomeone]

Good to know you aren't offended!

I found that knowing why I do it was essential in stopping. It also proved helpful to plan out exactly what, when and how much will I eat at least a day in advance and WRITE IT DOWN.
Lol, I stick to a written plan like it's sacred.

[sushi?]

Thats a good idea!! Written plan's sound organized.
bfbt that binge veered me off coarse, now I have binged three times since then.

[Strangelove]

:( Don't worry about it. Just let it sit and deal with the consequences later. Be strong! It's one episode of bingeing and try to learn from this as to better avoid it next time.

In other news, that sounds like it was delicious haha... I'm terrible, sorry. There's always a silver lining.