Its just not the same!

[bridget]

I have been with Paul for 3 years now and recentally we had a big arguement and i kicked him out - well since then I have let him come home and although its only been a few days i just don't feel the same way about him as i did before and he keeps telling me how much he knows now that i meen to him and he loves me so much never wants to be away from me again now i just . . . don't know i don't want him in my life and when he wasn't living with me for the the week and a bit i felt free and i know i have enough money to support myself i just don't want him kissing me or anything anymore i thought i loved him but absence didn't make my heart grow fonder . . . .

Pluuuuuusss the guy i was seeing before him daniel had got back in touvh with me and i kinda had a revenge sex thing with him behind pauls back because i was really hurt with the things paul said so now i have slept with daniel what do i do he is asking me out on dates and i feel if i stay with paul i just won't feel right or . . . will things click back into place?? I definatally 100% know i don't want to cheat on him its not my thing and i won't go there i just don't know what to do????????

[lovebexs]

ohh that's a tough one :[ i wouldn't immediately dump paul, since you've been together for three good years, and you've only had one bad week, but i would let him know that he did hurt you and you feel a bit new and strange about having him back. if things with paul aren't back to normal in another few days, i would trust your gut and leave him or stay as you see fit. i hope it all works out for you xx

[bridget]

thanks i still don't feel the same but he is trying to be so romantic i got delivered a huge bunch of red roses into work today by him it was soooooo sweet it makes me feel like aww i really love him but then at home no spark - saying that we did have a rather pationate snog last night but then when it came to the nitty gritty i was like a cold fish haha!! Might leave it a few more days but i dunno yet he has started cookin me dinner and everything bless him lol! Even had breakfast in bed this morning then he joined me on my morning jogg i don't know whats got into him i think it was his comments more than anything calling me fat!! i just can't seem to get over them he knows i don't feel 'right' be he has asked me to give him time i have a docs appointment tomorrow first in years so im going to see how that goes as i might just be ober thinking about that as he is the one forcing me to go . . . uno what i mean im just really confused . . you want him??? lol it would take a weight off my shoulders haha!!!!

[lovebexs]

haha i wish i had a guy who would make me breakfast in bed! :]
anyways, he sounds really sweet and like a good guy, but in the end, if you're not feeling him like that anymore, it's better to end things than to lead him on.. are you still talking to the other guy? (i totally forgot his name, my bad lol)

&& good luck at the doctors office! xx

[bridget]

paul asked me to marry him i said we will work through the eating thing first then to ask again the other guy was called daniel but i just changed my phone sim if me and paul do spilt then i know i can get his number from friends if i need it. think im going to focus on paul for now as it has felt different last 2 days its been more comfortable i think im starting to forgive him now and feeling better and feeling atracted to him now too :)