keni:)
10-10-2009, 06:16 PM
So my boyfriend lives in the central valley, his friends are all republicans, and im not exactly anything but do believe in alot of things theyre against, so theyve always been a little rude to me, but lately its been so hard....my bf's ex girlfriend is so beautiful and unique and just seems like such a great person..she writes these intense poems and just seems like someone my boyfriend would be great with. i know hes with me now, blah blah blah, but shes in the same town as him and when we broke up last time he and her got together, but i know he doesn't do rebound. he picks the people he dates sooo carefully.. and im so far away and i know they talk...and since we've broken up about three times, people have me pegged as the girl who's not good for him, like im hurting him and they need to get him to forget about me, and it just hurts. he means so much to me and im so afraid he's going to wake up one day and realize his friends are right to try to get him away from me..it just hurts. im so sick of being labeled as the bad one in this whole thing..it sucks and has made me soo paranoid whenever i go see him :/