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10-10-2009, 05:21 PM
Okay I was Ana and I never binged, never lost control, always stuck to my diet and never surpassed my limits, one day I binged and then purged, after that I have been b/p like twice a week, every time I go over my set daily intake I just think aghhh crap, I get soon depressed and then consume a million fatty foods because I know I am about to purge
So I am restricting and fasting 5 days a week and messing up on the odd two days and b/p well over 3000 calories at once.
Does this make me mia?, when I lose control I am no longer in my own mind, it is just like something is controlling me and telling me to eat every single thing i can see that is sweet or fatty.
Help?
So I am restricting and fasting 5 days a week and messing up on the odd two days and b/p well over 3000 calories at once.
Does this make me mia?, when I lose control I am no longer in my own mind, it is just like something is controlling me and telling me to eat every single thing i can see that is sweet or fatty.
Help?