Long time no posts

[CountingRibs]

I am sooo sorry everyone my life has just been hectic and not really had the chance to come online as often as I used to :(

But got my own laptop now so can come on whenever, however not coming on here and other ED forums has really made things worse, I have let myself go sooo much so Monday I am going to plan plan plan again, thing is I am at Uni now and well notice my hunger more grrr, I have no idea what to do about it :(

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[rowyn]

welcome back! I don't think we've been on at the same time? maybe we have...but i've seen older posts from you and was surprised to see you on. i just started college this year to, so i know how that is!

[CountingRibs]

Yeah don't think we have talked but this site has gotten really popular from when I was last on lols, Uni is a pain in the backside, I can't manage to not go without food cos I am there 6 hours and nearly fainted in one of my classes last week cos of the heat and we weren't allowed water of anything!!

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[rowyn]

are you a freshman? if you are, how long have you been there?

[CountingRibs]

Yeah I am a fresher, been there for a week now and it's just well meh

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[rowyn]

i've been here 6 weeks...it does get better, i bet you'll make friends :) i'm just a weirdo, everyone else has friends...but at 1 week in, everyone is still afraid and if they seem happy or like they're really good friends with someone, it's an act. i still feel lonely, but i don't hate it as much and i'm not suicidal.

[CountingRibs]

I've made some friends and feel okay about going it's just that shit things have happend to me recently the main one being my nana passed away and I have just let myself go so much, the only thing that is keeping me going is my boyfriend but I just feel too fat for him.

I am going to start a new plan on Monday and aim to lose 1 stone before the end of November if I can, gonna restrict on alot of foods aswell

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[dutThede73]

You might have just gotten lucky with that first post. Im not noticing any problems now, but this is a shared server so the speed will vary with the time of day.