Bad bad bad bad bad day :(

[BonnieBelle91]

Ugh, after last night and my unfortunate run in with an enemy called VODKA and Jager, I contemplated ending it all for the 300 millionth time, which proved that me and alcohol do not mix! Had an amazing night too so im so confused as to what signals my brain is sending me..

But yeah, along with a banging headache and a hangover that would kill any decent man, i am extremely HUNGRY and ANGRY with everything.. I personally want to murder my mother and sister and i just wanna eat everything but i physically cant eat.. i have no energy and i wish i could sleep a day off.. </3..

I think im slowly falling apart in a world where i don't fit.. Noone wants to have anything to do with me (i dont know if that's me or its true.. )
I wish my life was just easy for one day.. but unfortunatly it doesn't work like that.. :(

[maylilahanamia]

**hugs**
It will be okay! JUst stay strong and try to think positive. Theres plenty of people who want to be in your life!

Cheer up my little irish white girl :( are you feeling better today now the hangovers gone???

<3mayl xxx

[BonnieBelle91]

Hey hey! Awk im ok! Last night my sinuses started aching really really bad, and my mam gave me a sinus tablet thing and it knocked me out haha.. Still having trouble with them today but thats about it! I couldnt eat all yesterday cause i felt extremely nauseous.. todays grand.. nearly back to normal but ugh.. these bloody sinuses!!

You were awesome the other night, i dont think ive laughed soo much haha.. I think i was on a bit of a rollercoaster all that night cause i felt extremely depressed, and then really hyper and back and forth!.. lol..

<3 xxx

[maylilahanamia]

haha no problem. yeah you're pretty entertaining yourself :p
oh no, not the HILLS HAVE EYES SMILEYS!! :p :p :p

[BonnieBelle91]

HAHAHAHAHA.. I completely forgot about that hahahaha.. I was still pretty tipsy when i said that lol!!

'Ugh.. why do the smileys all look like that? Bloody hills have eyes smileys'.. hahaha..

[maylilahanamia]

haha your a funny one :P