Depression Sucks

[bonesarebeautiful124]

So everyone can still be happy once in a while and still be diagnosed with depression. It's just the sad moments that get ME. I hate being so negative and all I want to do is cry, because it gets in the way of other things I could be doing with my life. Then when I actually am happy, I enjoy it like crazy because I know how much it weighs on me when I'm feeling depressed. It comes down on me like a cycle almost, and I just wish I never was depressed to begin with.

[Misfit]

I totally agree. I'm lately so depressed got no energy or motivation to do something especially when it includes my uniwork.Which completely sucks coz I was so looking forward to this one year course and now I keep on thinking why don't you just drop out,you missed already a lot and you barely do anything, you somehow don't deserve to be there. I got Ideas and all that but either I can't realize them coz something is missing or I just don't have the energy and then if I actually somehow manage to get everything together bad luck is coming around the corner and destroys it.Wicked.

So well yeah my ED and Depression is pretty much in my way,well I'm in my way,nothing new same old and barely any change.
Don't even enjoy good moments anymore as I used to coz they keep on changing so quickly lately,like from a minute to another. Like small trigger points which I didn't even realize until its happening and then I'm just totally lost... Wish I could go to a GP and get some Meds again,I'm rather numb then like this, I see my life passing by and my future running in front of me but I can't see me innit. :(

Well at least I might got a better job now,will see...