sharonelaine
02-12-2011, 11:36 AM
I dont know if im a binge eater or compulsive over eater and what the differences are, but i hate myself, i dont want to be over weight but i just seem to have no commitment to sticking to a diet, i can be successful for a short while but then i fall off and hit rock bottom. I feel so miserable, i want to eat though and i just dont know how i change my way of thinking, i know im responsible for what i eat and im only letting myself down but i feel so lonely and so sad. Today ive eaten 3 caramel eggs, a twirl, a frys peppermint cream and a box of chocolates ... how disgusting am i. I need to be strong and pull myself together, ive got holidays to Turkey booked later in the year so that should inspire me but so far it doesnt.
Its only me who can change but would so love to have understanding friends to talk to x
Its only me who can change but would so love to have understanding friends to talk to x