Not really sure where to put this?

[amywarren]

For a long time I've felt like I haven't been able to trust anyone. No it's to the point where I'm thinking I can't even trust myself. Idk why? Why is this? I also think people are talking behind my back.
I think I have borderline personality but I'm not sure.
Also, I have this feeling at times where I want out of my body, like my body isn't even mine and it drives me crazy. Why is this?

[amywarren]

Also, because I've felt like I wanted out of this body i'm in, it makes me scared and I have a very strong urdge to cut.