Throwing away food!!??

[zci]

Hey everyone,

Again I have to discribe a situation and I am curious if any of you ever did the same and feeling similar: so on saturday night after going out I started binging, but before I really got started I got this surge of rage against myself, bc I actually didnt wanna end up BP for the rest of the night, it was already like 2am...so then I threw away all the things I had at home, groceries worth 90 bucks :-( even the really healthy things like veggies,salad... I cleaned out my whole freezer and threw away bread, cereal, butter, oliveoil, meets, sauces, cheese, I mean EVERYTHING, and took it out to the trash so I was physically seperated from it and the weird thing is afterward I had this calm, relaxed and relieved feeling I get after having purged....any thoughts on this?? I am a little confused, but in a way I at least didnt BP (this a very expensive way to avoid it, lol) I havent really done it so extreme before, maybe just throw out some food...thanks:confused:

[huckleberryfriend]

I've done similar things, but not on that large of a scale. I've thrown out ice cream and stuff people have bought me so I wouldn't be able to eat it. I always feel so wasteful, though. :(

[anonomousmia]

i hav to say ive thrown away a lot of food before (even though you feel your wasting the food and money!) but not to the extent you just did!. . . .however, I threw away stuff like a box of chocolates or some unopended scones, cakes etc. . .and three times I have gone back and got the stuff back out the bin!!. . .like the inside bin not the outdoor one, well like that makes a difference. minging all the same!! I had to start bleaching etc the food because that way I actually physically cannot eat it without making myself seriously ill and it tasting rank! lol x

[uroboros]

I never ever really have huge amounts of food at home, but i did trow away everything i had a away a couple of times. I also trew away my pots and pans a while ago so i couldnt cook anymore. I go to the supermarket every day tho, because i dont want binge food in my home, i want 2000/4000 kcals of food in my home at max.