I feel like life is pointless

[Starlight53a]

I just don't see the point in living. I'd kill myself, but it seems like too much effort or whatever, and I suppose some people might not be too happy if I did. But I just feel like I don't have a reason to live.

I also feel like I'm not connected to reality, I'm just living in my own, lonely little world, away from everyone else, and with no hope of ever escaping and making friends or anything in the real world like a normal person. :(
I literally just talk to imaginary people in my head/voices in my head or whatever you'd call it, and I talk to them like they're real, and I don't know if they are or not. And it just occurred to me that it's really pathetic that I basically spend my entire life talking to people in my mind who probably don't even exist. :( A normal person would talk to people who do exist, right? But I've done this my whole life. Having imaginary friends isn't normal...

I hate myself and I hate my life and I really want to cry right now. I'm just so lonely and pathetic... I can only hope I'll feel better after sleeping for ages, or something...

[whosayswhat]

man i bet we would have gotten along really well in RL. i would love an imaginary friend. honest to god. i have no friends in RL too. well, just think... one more person in the world likes you, me! sadly... we probably woulda been too shy to say hi to eachother.

[Starlight53a]

man i bet we would have gotten along really well in RL. i would love an imaginary friend. honest to god. i have no friends in RL too. well, just think... one more person in the world likes you, me! sadly... we probably woulda been too shy to say hi to eachother.

Thank you! :) **hugs** I like you, you're really nice. :)

I don't even make up my own imaginary friends, I just take the characters from stories or TV shows and start making up stories with them/talking to them. :p

[angie]

I know that feeling. I really don't have any friends. I've had imaginary friends my entire life. In fact, I live in a fantasy world. It's not like i just talk to people who aren't there. It's like a movie playing in my head and I'm the star. My favorite part is I can be everyone and anyone who isn't me...

In my head I've been all over the world, all sorts of different races, sometimes I'm not even a girl. I've loved figments of my imagination more than certain people I've known in real life.

Sounds pretty pathetic, eh? At least I hope I've made you feel a bit better about yourself by embarrassing myself. XD I've never told anyone this you know...

[artist16]

I really hope you don't feel this way for much longer! I was suicidal a couple of months ago. I even attempted suicide--horribly unsuccessful at it. But I think that meant something, that I wasn't supposed to die. I hated feeling that way and I tried so hard to explain to my friend that I really had no reason for living anymore. Nothing he said changed my mind. But then I found someone--a very good friend--who made me realize I could live and be happy. I haven't quite reached the happiness yet but I do not want to kill myself anymore. I really hope that you get better! I would be devastated. And no, you're not pathetic or weird for talking to imaginary people. All my life I have been making up this story about this gay guy. For years, I mean. And I am always making up conversations that I have with my friends because I miss them. I imagine how I want things to be. It's how we cope with life. If you ever need to talk you can message me! I know how bad suicidal thoughts can be. <3

[coco.]

I just don't see the point in living. I'd kill myself, but it seems like too much effort or whatever, and I suppose some people might not be too happy if I did. But I just feel like I don't have a reason to live.

I also feel like I'm not connected to reality, I'm just living in my own, lonely little world, away from everyone else, and with no hope of ever escaping and making friends or anything in the real world like a normal person. :(
I literally just talk to imaginary people in my head/voices in my head or whatever you'd call it, and I talk to them like they're real, and I don't know if they are or not. And it just occurred to me that it's really pathetic that I basically spend my entire life talking to people in my mind who probably don't even exist. :( A normal person would talk to people who do exist, right? But I've done this my whole life. Having imaginary friends isn't normal...

I hate myself and I hate my life and I really want to cry right now. I'm just so lonely and pathetic... I can only hope I'll feel better after sleeping for ages, or something...

listen alice do not dare hurt yourself !! i love you too much hahaha i havnt talked to you properly in ages and i miss our times in the chat room but seriously if i lived by you we would be friends ! you are not pathetic and you are the most mature 13/14 (i dont know if its been your birthday since we last spoke) year olds i know ! and dont ever doubt that.
plus i speak to myself all the time infact it is a well known fact that speaking to yourself is a sign of intelligence ! like i said your 13/14 you have your whole life ahead of you and i know your going to do somthing amazing with it. you are to special not to!
if you EVER need me message me ok either on here or tumblr i have just followed you i am cocobloom. promise you will if you ever feel like this again.
WE loves you <3