just need to shout in words lol!

[Jack112]

I hate this shit. its all i think about all day and its making me crazy surely losing weight isn't everything, but i cant help but think that!
I dont know what to do i am constantly craving food but after eating it the guilt is too much to bare. under 300 kcals a day is not healthy for me and yet i carry on doing it + an hour of intense excersise.
My girldfriend suffered from an ED about 3 years ago for 2 years and now im getting into the bad habbits that she has described to me happening to her.
How can she come to me for help when all i am doing is the same thing :'(

not really a shout more of a paragraph of how i am feeling at the moment

[zci]

hey jack112, sometimes it just happens that other people influence you, I ask myself that in regards to a good friend, she was way worse off with bulimia in the beginnig than I was and I secretly admired her for her will power, ... I know your situation is different, so, one q: is she done with ed, are u a danger to here in the sense that u might bring her back to it, I mean, can u talk to her? Talking and honesty are always a good start it seems...and dont feel bad, things just sometimes happen, we live throught them, and can only ask in the retroperspective how this or that could happen, how we could let it get so far...so, this was a major paragraph as well, so I think u are fine, lol