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[Sofy88]

so my story with ED started like 2 or 3 years ag o (im 21 now) but it got really bad in this last year or so...you can see my weight in my signature and to keep it like this im doing both fasting, strich diet but also binge and purge...expecially in the last few weeks i b/p at least once a day...i feel terrible, all the time i tell myself that im going to stop but im never able to do it...
so today i b/p this morning and i didnt eat anything for the rest of the day (its 5.30 pm now). its pretty much like that everyday...i dont know what to do, i dont know how to stop but im afraid that if ill stop im going to gaun weight :(

[Jack112]

Hey im 17 now going on 18 and i only started taking my calories down to -300 a day and purging about a week ago. so i probs started around the same age as you. :/
i think its because of exam results coming tomorrow and its stressing me out and if they are bad results god knows how im going to get aftwerwards.
i tell myself im goign to stop everyday but never do the stress is just too much.

i hope you can get past it though as i can see you want to, but are afraid of the consequences.

[PSALM]

Hey, Im also 21 and started about 3 years ago. I so badly don't want to do it anymore because its annoying and there are so many complications that come with it, from wasting too much money on uneccessary food, to the way i feel about myself, and the hassels, and the medical risks. It's just not worth it, but i get scared that if I don't do it im going to gain weight, which is my biggest fear! Recently I have been doing really well, I barely B - P at all at the moment and Im loving it! I have developed a seriously strict balanced diet consisting of really limited foods such as protein, salads, fruit veggies and nutts. I tell myself, "don't eat what you can't handle" If i think I am going to have to purge it later, i just try sooo hard not to eat it at all! I am teaching myself self control, and it's been working really well lately. So within my 7 day routine of exercise and a healthy diet I don't feel the need at all to consume large amounts of crappy food cos my body doesn't want it at all, and its great! I feel so much better about myself, in the past week I have only purged 3 times! which is unreal as appose to 3 times a day. If you need any tips on healthy balanced diet or anything else let me know I can guide you through everything if you need, I have done heeeaaaaps of research on it lately (its becoming a bit of an obsession). Trust me, you feel 100 times better doing this than B - P. :)

[chelsea__x]

hey, i started about 3 years ago tooo
i go through phases of being sick multiple times a day to only once a day to only once a week... i cant work out why it changes so much :(
its ot to the point where i feel that if i eat anything, its bad and im stupid
even fruit because i know how many carbs it has
i hate it so much, i wish i was normal... i just want to be able to be normal
but i cant, i cant let myself
my throat hurts and im grouchy and im sad :( i look at myself and want to cry
this is horrible

[Sofy88]

thank you guys for your answer!
wow PSALM, im so proud of you! you are doing so great! i want to do it like you do but my problem is self control, i cant stop myself when i feel the need to b/p...and im kinda lazy so i cant exercise a lot so that is a big problem...i know i suck =(
that is my great fear...because if i stop to purge i would for sure gain weight because like i said, i dont exercise!
im trying these days to eat no more than 600 calories...i did it yesterday and im trying today...i have stuff to do this afternoon so ill be busy...hopefully ill be able to!
chelsea__x, i feel exactly the same! i want to end all of this but i feel that im not strong enogh for the reason i wrote here...i dont know what to do and how to do it...
im so weak...i feel terrible =(

[chelsea__x]

i slept for almost 10 hours lastnight but i still could barely open my eyes this morning
im so argumentative and snappy and grouchy
im the same though, i hate exercise, and because i dont do a huge amount of it that makes me feel even worse because i feel like i should be doing so much!
i dont think it will ever end

[Sofy88]

Its crazy how much we are alike chelsea! we should try to think of something togher! do you have msn or something? maybe we can talk one of these days! what do you think?

[chelsea__x]

sure it is! yeah i do :) its To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 1 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
sounds like a very good idea