abit of a moan

[hellotheregirl_]

i guess, and i feel so pathetic and moany even writing this which isn't nice.



i've been real deppressed lately, and so upset with myself and my body, i've been fasting completely for almost a week now without binging and perging, and i exercise more. i can't be anymore commited then this surely? and the more i do it the more i'm thinking rank rank rank ew me. and i'm sick of it, so sick of it. i've slept all day, and mums started to ask questions too and it's just getting so much lately. i had my prom on friday and ended out all night, as you do and some guy started telling me a look awful and rough and things infront of about eight other boys.
i kept telling myself that he was only trying to wind me up, but i can't stop thinking about it and it's really bothered me i guess.

i just need someone to talk to really.
so yeah..
moan over, chat anyone please?

[Sequin]

What dont you like about yourself? I used to be skinny but after my 3rd child really struggled with my weight, I hated myself, still do a bit kind of, hate being able to pinch fat on my body. I have been exercising like mad and counting calories. When I am thinner I will feel better I say, but I cant seem to be happy now for who I am. I worry what other people say.. If someone looks at me I thing OMG! they think Im fat.. I mean how many people do you look at on the street and think oh they are fat or they have a big bum etc.. No one.. I only seem to notice the skinny ones and think god they are skinny/better than me and I feel really horrible about myself and wish I had never went out that day.

[Rost]

i guess, and i feel so pathetic and moany even writing this which isn't nice.



i've been real deppressed lately, and so upset with myself and my body, i've been fasting completely for almost a week now without binging and perging, and i exercise more. i can't be anymore commited then this surely? and the more i do it the more i'm thinking rank rank rank ew me. and i'm sick of it, so sick of it. i've slept all day, and mums started to ask questions too and it's just getting so much lately. i had my prom on friday and ended out all night, as you do and some guy started telling me a look awful and rough and things infront of about eight other boys.
i kept telling myself that he was only trying to wind me up, but i can't stop thinking about it and it's really bothered me i guess.

i just need someone to talk to really.
so yeah..
moan over, chat anyone please?



men are dickheads. i know because i am one ;)
dont EVER let people who think they have the right to say things like that get you down. i think most people here know how you feel though, and i am sure any one of them would be helpful and sympathetic to your cause. myself included. i dont really expect you to, but it may prove beneficial to talk to your mum if she is asking questions. you may be pleasantly surprised; she is your mum after all :p