dying2belong
07-01-2008, 04:18 PM
soo.. i'm new here, i just found this site -& it's really one of the only ones who doesn't down you for something you need understanding on... i've been bulimic for going on about 5 years.. i'm obsessed with the control part of it i think.. it's the only true control i've EVER had in or over my life. however, i recently tried to quit, and i did great, but i put on an insane amount of weight in just a short time.. about a month.. since i quit purging, i have stretch marks, its disgusting. you know what they say, "the greasy fry, it cannot lie, the truth is written on your thigh?" well it's true.. i've started back up again, and i exercise everyday. i ***edit**.. but, i'm not sure what else i can do. i'm now what used to repulse me, a thunder thigh. thats where all the weight goes. from my mouth, to my hips, ass & stomach.. anyone have some tips on what else i can do? i hate my teeth looking like this, but i bleach them all the time so they don't look to terrible.. i wanna stop purging but i have no other way to keep the weight off.. like i said, i exercise everyday.. it doesn't work.. only purging.. help me out? if you wanna be a dick to my question, feel free.. you'll be the next thing to stress me out, & we all know what that causes :)