Never ever

[Special P]

binge peanut butter. It seems as though as soon as it hits the stomach it disperses over EVERYTHING creating some coat on all the food. And it takes soo long to get it all up...and even then, who knows for sure?

It's a BAD idea.
I don't recommend it.

[anonomousmia]

Yup, I also learnt that the hard way a while back, and chocolate spread. They are thick/heavy and are just not good at all for purging!eeek!! x

[nathrakh]

I always wondered how people binge peanut butter. Do u eat it with a spoon from the jar? Or do u eat it with a sandwich or something?

[anonomousmia]

i hav ate both peanut butter and chocolate spread str8 from the jar with my finger! i hav also put both on cereal bars, and certain biscuits!

just a little add on, have woke up with AWEFUL tummy ache! hurts. so im hoping that means i can do a 24hr fast today. slightly odd that im happy im ill cuz it means i wont eat?!

[zci]

I just made myself a sandwich today, p and j for group session...we eat together there..I had a great, great group session...but I hate when this friggin BP urge over comes me... I think my trigger was that (this is major tmi, so sorry if no one can relate...:-( ) I major cut my arms and since its soooo hot out I thougt id go to forever21 and get some cheap tunics I can wear over my arms...I did find some, but afterwards I felt like crap bc I saw so many cute things I cant wear right now :-(, so I went to a tea shop and wrote 10 pages in my diary about how I am feeling, but I still ended up goin home and eating loads of (crap) peanut butter, a soup, and two pints of ice creame...it sucks, I had such a great group...why do I do this??? anyway, it really doesnt work for me... but u know, I mean, what works...BP ist shit, its bad, why do I do this to myself??? and yes, I am like an animal, I eat with my fingers, in so short time... I wann get better so bad, this is no life...

[anonomousmia]

i want to start havin group sessions because I feel it would help to talk with pple goin through similar things. but i dont know why i just never get it sorted.

zci, i hav also self harmed, in jan and feb id cut my arms aswell. was so hard to try and hide at training, id hav 2 wear these like long gloveythings but they were quite unique so i got away with it. also sucked for going out with friends as id have to wear long sleeved tops all the time. I managed to stop that myself, because it was too difficult to cover up and a couple of times people nearly saw.

I know exactly how you feel, you are having a great day, and there seems to be no reason why you start a binge but you do?! and once you start you feel you've ruined the day so you carry on anyway.

so far so good for me today, at fat free yoghurt at 64 calories! i better not sabotage myself with a binge later. hopinh to get away with just some strawberries and cereal? hmm.

hope your ok, things will get better (how hypocritical of me as i seem to do nothing for myself?!) but yeh your a step ahead of me if you goig group sessions :) good luck xx