cherry_kitten
06-20-2008, 07:33 AM
had been on ***edit**for ages except i changed it to ***edit**. was going fine. then i binged on monday night. instead of ***edit**, i had ***edit**!!!
***edit**not possible :( i'm really scared in case i have gained. i'm scared to weigh myself, but in a way i really really want to as i can't bear the waiting!! haven't weighed myself since monday morning. what will i do if the numbers have gone up?!?! also, it's 2pm now, and i usually only ever weigh myself in the mornings, so that will fuck it up too.
what should i do?
will i have gained?
***edit**not possible :( i'm really scared in case i have gained. i'm scared to weigh myself, but in a way i really really want to as i can't bear the waiting!! haven't weighed myself since monday morning. what will i do if the numbers have gone up?!?! also, it's 2pm now, and i usually only ever weigh myself in the mornings, so that will fuck it up too.
what should i do?
will i have gained?