I hate food

[zci]

So, I felt I needed some opinion, bc I feel I hate food, it is my enemy, hunger is my enemy, I have no energy for workout, I hate working out a least an hour a day, I hate myself, I hate my body, I hate the competative world of work, money, education, I hate it all, I hate falling in love and getting disapointed, I hate my emotional side which doesnt get me anywhere, I hate my arms, my thighs, my belly, my butt...why am I trapped in my body?? isnt there more to it?? life is so ridiculous, I mean, getting thin is one thing, but I feel like a zombie, just trying to function, and I cant even do that properly...I dont get up for work, all I can think about is food, I hate it, hate it hate it...
anyone?????

[silentxrainxdrops]

i think that just about everyone here can relate to that i know that i can. there have been MANY days where i have said that exact same thing. but all i can say is that it does get better, somehow, it will get better. it takes time and alot of work but you can get beyond this and leave your ed and all of these terrible ed thoughts and feeling and all of this hate

[zci]

thank you so much :-) I guess I am just having a terrible week...all I can do is BP...but you are so right, I will have group session on saturday, I cant wait, bc I need some positive input...there is this little voice in me that tells me I can only get better, and that is exactly what I want to do...