:( help,, please

[hunni121]

okii

thers this guy who i love to pieces he loves me buh we cant be together (age diff) im always self consious abouh my weight and wen ever im with him he does anything he can to make me feel gud (: thats wha i love most

then thers my ex,, miss him so bad,, see i never believed him cuz i got screwed around b4 him,, it messed everything up,, then this slutty slaggy man stealing whore came into it,,

buh im feeling sp down n upset,, its all iv been feeling,,crying constantly,, thts jst not me, i dont see either of them tht much anymore


buh when i see the first guy,, we well weve gone further then the second

buh i no hed have sex with me,, even itbeing his first time and everything, im tht special to him, buh i get really nervous and scared that it'll hurt

thats the main thing,, pain,, and blood,, lik i just get so scared of that,, most ppl would get scared incase they got pregnant buh if i did hed help me no matter what,, hes that lovely,,


buh i need help. does it hurt really bad?? cuz i want to,, with him cuz hes rly special,, buh jst im bad with pain ???

kerry x

[OliviaLovee]

For me, it didn't hurt THAT bad. Once you get his dick in you and he gets it going, it stops hurting. It's more like a stinging. But it's all uphill from there, baby(: And I only bled a little! Don't worry. Just use protection! :D