ascetikitten
07-31-2009, 02:44 PM
I was vegan for a while and stopped. I didn't eat meat, I just started eating dairy again. But the idea of eating dairy disgusts me now.
I like feeling a little hungry. It makes me feel strong and disciplined.
I don't know what the tipping point was for me but I just became disgusted with myself. I can't talk about it to other people because they all say I'm skinny and I don't need to lose weight. That's the main reason I signed up here, so I could have support. Not a single person I know is supportive of me wanting to lose as much weight as I want to.
So I'm giving myself a diet goal. My first goal is to eat only raw fruits and drink only water. Then I would like to reduce my caloric intake to 1000cal/day. That may sound like a lot to some people here, because I love pro ana sites and I see all sort of 500cal/day and less goals. But at the height and weight I'm at right now (5'11/170lbs - can you believe people tell me I don't need to lose weight??) with a sedentary lifestyle to maintain my weight is 1900+ cal and to lose weight 1500 cal. I work out everyday but I use sedentary with calculators to overcompensate. I use this calculator: To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 1 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
So here's another page I went to for BMI: To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 1 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
I found another page with a chart that illustrates if your BMI is normal/underweight/anorexic. I don't want to be anorexic I just want to be underweight. So for now my goal is to lose 40 pounds.
That's about it for now. XD
I like feeling a little hungry. It makes me feel strong and disciplined.
I don't know what the tipping point was for me but I just became disgusted with myself. I can't talk about it to other people because they all say I'm skinny and I don't need to lose weight. That's the main reason I signed up here, so I could have support. Not a single person I know is supportive of me wanting to lose as much weight as I want to.
So I'm giving myself a diet goal. My first goal is to eat only raw fruits and drink only water. Then I would like to reduce my caloric intake to 1000cal/day. That may sound like a lot to some people here, because I love pro ana sites and I see all sort of 500cal/day and less goals. But at the height and weight I'm at right now (5'11/170lbs - can you believe people tell me I don't need to lose weight??) with a sedentary lifestyle to maintain my weight is 1900+ cal and to lose weight 1500 cal. I work out everyday but I use sedentary with calculators to overcompensate. I use this calculator: To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 1 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
So here's another page I went to for BMI: To view links or images in this forum your post count must be 1 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.
I found another page with a chart that illustrates if your BMI is normal/underweight/anorexic. I don't want to be anorexic I just want to be underweight. So for now my goal is to lose 40 pounds.
That's about it for now. XD