Help me fkn understand

[loseweight]

so i came across my sisters diary lol or wutever she calls it
and i peeked in:$ ahaha so ive seen like she has a diet plan which was totally healthy and excersice plan.. since shes gained weight like 3 kgs wtf thats not much anyways
SHE WROTE IN HER DIARY SHE LIESS SHE LIED IM FREAKIN OUT WHY WOULD SHE LIE IN HER OWN DIARY!!
LIKE SHE SAID SHE HER HEIGHT IS 156CM WHICH IS NOT
last time she told me she;s 153cm i mean come on a 32 yrs old woman cant possibly grow taller FUKN shit me wtf: im really pissed last time she told me she lies and says shes 156 cm to people AND NOW SHE LIED IN HER OWN FKN DIARYY I DONT GET IT PLEASE HELP ME UNDERSTAND WHY WOULD SUMONE LIEE TO THEMSELVES i dont know why this matter to me so much is it the fact that she lied or cuz i dunno just a fkn liar!!

[Example]

Mellow the fuck out man.
She's probably just trying to make herself feel better.

[loseweight]

hahahaha so true :D

[Example]

Exactly! Nothing to get worked up about.

[Starlight53a]

I'd say she's lying to herself, or possibly, she measured herself using a measuring tape or something inaccurate, and interpreted the measurement to be something she liked... Maybe she is 156cm with shoes on? :P She's probably lying to herself about her height to make her BMI seem lower. (Or maybe she really wants to be tall)

[loseweight]

fkn shit turns out shes 149 cm lol im not makin fun she honestly admited that shes 152 cm but she lies to people sayin shes 156 so i did this thing i brang the thing u take ur height with( dunno what u call it) i told her erm caan i check how tall r u? so i would know if this thing is excat and BAAMM 149 LETS SAY its not excatly right so 150? ha caught her in a lie but why would she lie in her diary own fkn diary

[Twinkles]

Maybe she has a bit of a complex about her height and wishes she was taller?Perhaps if it's her private diary/journal she is lying to herself 'cos she doesn't think anyone else will see it?
At the end of the day,does it really matter?I'm more curious as to why it bothers you so much.(Bit of an extreme reaction to something so small).Do you and your sis not get on?Sorry if I'm being nosey,just wondering why your so wound up?Hugs :)

[loseweight]

no but i do have this thing i compare myself to other people
height weight skin type everything honestly and since perfection is the only thing my family seeks it bothers me if sumone else has got it
comparing myself to people doesnt really help much with my ed it brings me more downn but i cant stop
and lookin now at what i wrote it realluy doesnt matter much anymore

[Twinkles]

Hugs to you,sorry if I put you on a downer hun,that wasn't my intention.I'm quite competitive with my sister,which I feel guilty about as she is my 'baby' sis.I'm pretty sure she has BED and has recently reached a new HW.Although she is shorter than me and a lot heavier I still compare myself and worry that we look the same.She doesn't know any of this thou,she'd be crushed if she knew as she's always refered to me as her 2nd mum (big age gap).
And my little bro has lost quite a few teeth as he is addicted to sweets,choc and fudge,althou he is quite tall and lean.(Grr)lol. x