im sad on the inside

[loseweight]

im just sick at how fat i feel
how ugly i feel at how tired
im mentally exhausted im sick of just wanting to weigh myself so that if i lost il be happy
i feel fatter than ever im never good enough im constantly in a fight with myself il never be good enough for myself
sop my sister just came from her vacation and told me i lost alot of weight and she was like why are yu not eating? but she also told my neice that she lost weight she was like r u both not eating? like honestly i feel fat now i didnt except she'll be here like today like right now and she is and im pissed and i feel so bad i hate her now she's guna live with us ughh just fkn ugh its bad enough i have to deal with my fuked up mind now i have to deal with her and her fake personality
i wana be happy i wana feel thin and pretty ..
i dont have the time to care about such shit like that now fuk everyone

[brittybabi]

aTo view links or images in this forum your post count must be 1 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. i'm sorry about your living situation missums. that sucksss. ugh i know how you feel cause honestly i feel the same way but i think you're beautiful and you'll reach your goals one day lovebug you just gotta hang in there :] i'm always here if you need someone to talk to mkayy just message me <3