so confused!!

[hmmm]

hi

Im so annoyed with myself, I have been bringing back most of my meals for the past 4 months, i like the feeling of been in control and losing weight, I did however get a little freaked out when i got sores on my knuckles and was getting the urge even when not at home,
this past two days i have only purged once but feel like crap! I find it hard to do when im not alone but now i weigh 3lb heavier! i feel disgusting! i have tried to fast bt when in company i feel i need to eat something when in company.
yesterday i binged and couldnt purge.....
I feel at a loss and have taken laxatives, I have walked my legs off and been for a run tonight but STILL weigh 3lb heavier!!!

any ideas what i can do?

[amywarren]

Keep trying to exersise.
Also, try to eat low cal foods if you HAVE to eat

[hmmm]

right nearly back on track weight wise, i have been excercising as much as i can.

the thing is i eat the crap because i plan on purging but my body wont let me if im not alone in the house, i just cant.

thanks