babiepinecone
09-12-2010, 12:24 AM
I feel like I don't matter. I have absolutely zero consistent relationships in my life. I'm always being let down by others and finding out that I cared for them far more than they cared for me. It's causing me to block others out because I'm beginning to believe that there is no possible way or reason anyone would want or need to love me. My own mother can't stand me; she just took me off her health insurance plan and wants me to emancipate myself. Friends whom of which I've known since childhood are drifting away. And this boy that I've known forever that I was starting to fall for told me he didn't see me as a friend but more so just his neighbor. I DON'T understand. I just DON'T. I tried so hard to accommodate people and I just end up being left behind with little to no explanation.
I know tl;dr but I just needed to rant. xC
I know tl;dr but I just needed to rant. xC