I confessed

[Sparagmos]

I confessed to my brother. Albeit over a text ( the most I could bring myself to do). All he said was he has felt like the same way before when he was my age and that I shouldn't do anything drastic. But, I've felt this way longer than just since I've been this age... I've felt this way for a very long time. I don't think I can muster up the energy to confess again, especially to anyone else. Am I really that good at hiding this all? I can't believe no one has ever noticed. I think I'm in it for the long haul... just me, myself, and I. Bah maybe I'll get good at this thing again and not care.

-A response isn't necessary I'm just ranting :(

[wen na ithil]

maybe not necessary but hey, i'm with you.
the people who think they understand, think they know what we're dealing with.. well, they are sometimes the worst..
sorry that you confessed to someone like that. it hurts.
hug