same pain getting old?

[2bfree4ever]

Well hm self injury as in cutting I'm speaking I've done this for a while bit does anyone else every get sick of the same old pain and want something more? As for right now I really want to take something so sharp to my wrist but I'm fighting the urge it's just it's really bad right now. Does anyone else want a new kind of pain a much more slow pain

[something-blue]

Im not in the worst days of my self harm anymore, but I remember when my cuts needed to get deeper and more almost daily. I switched between different forms of SI quite a bit so I could change again once I got "used" to the pain again, but in the end it only ever really helped to stay clean for a longer time until the urges start being less contolling and less violent.
Also Im very proud of you for writing here and not cutting your wrist, thats such a good job :)

[WyndChilde]

I'm in the middle of that right now. When I first started I only needed a few drops and I only harmed about once every month at most. Now I blot away those drops and more just so I can see what I'm doing. I physically need more pain and blood than I used too and I REALLY want to harm on my neck and arms. I have over 50 scars on my legs, but no matter how many new ones I add there I just WANT them on my arms.

[barely_there]

99.9% of the time, I cut with the exact same pressure/force/object. I don't crave more pain, but I crave more cuts. It's more satisfying to me (at the time) to do 10,20, 50, etc. of the same cutting technique than to have one super deep one.

-L

[MustBeThin]

If you want a new kind of pain, try the salt and ice method that I use. Put some salt on your skin and press an ice cube against it until you can't feel the cold anymore. It'll give you frostbite and will feel like a burn after a few days.