SimpleBoxx
07-09-2009, 02:41 AM
Im new to this site.. ive been Bulimic for almost a year now. Im 16 years old and ive lost 80 pounds in one year. I used to weigh 240 pounds and now i weigh 165. im the happiest ive ever been in my entire life. Ive changed my life compleatly. Im finally happy. :) But with every good there is a bad. I now have 2 cavities and 2 of my other teeth are rotted to the middle. I brush my teeth every time before and after, but it doesn't seem to help at all. I black out every single time i stand up. My stomach hurts sometimes but i just smoke alot of weed to make it better. Then i eat alot of food and Scurry back to my room, Go in the bathroom and loose a couple more pound... I weigh myself evryday 8 or 9 times a day and get excited for every pound that went away. I look in the mirror when im starving and i think i need to loose more weight and then ill stop but deep inside, i know i wont stop. Cant i just cut off my F*cking stomach ^_^ ha :p