What do i do what do i do????

[cutesy kiss]

AAAAAAAAAAA I BINGED MEGA TON AND THAN MY PARENTS CAME HOME BEFORE I COULD EVEN THINK ABOUT PURGING AND THEY ARE LIKE FULLY WATCHING ME AND IM FREAKING OUT!!!! IM GONNA GET SOOOO FAT :mad:
:eek: i mean it wasnt much of a binge just 3 jars of peanut butter i quart of icecream leftover gormet fish an ear of coarn some asspargas strawberries a ton of grapes celery 2 KING SIZED bags of mnm's some cookie dough and a carton of chocolate milk waaaaaaaaaa that is a ton all IN ME WITH NO WAY OUT EXCEPT DIGESTION AAAAA i forgot about the bag of pretzles and hard boild egg too omg DO U KNOW HOW MANY CALLS AND FAT IS IN ONE SERVING OF MNM'S AND THEIR ARE LIKE 70 SERVINGS AND I ATE TWO BAGS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA:eek:

[Maria527]

Oh wow... Well whatever you decided to do, you've done by now! I'm sure that was very stressful. Were you able to purge, or did you just have to digest it? I can't even imagine having to digest a binge.

I've had a family member come home before being able to purge as well. Luckily, I have my own bathroom in my bedroom. I shut my bedroom door, put the TV on, close the bathroom door, then as quietly as possible purge.

[lost]

Ohh no, ive had to digest a binge many times :(
its the worst feeling in the world waking up the next morning :\
sorry

[blah]

i feel the same way
wasnt really a binge though
just meals, lots of them
ever since i got back from the hospital ive been fed
i'm 20 years old i shouldn't be forced to eat or watched and told and brought food
part of it must be me wanting to eat i guess, or my body anyway, but i was 97 on my scale..94 on my friends and now i am 111 after 3 days being back from the emergency room/eating

3 days!!!! 14 lbs!!!!!!!

i feel like dying
when do i start over?
i want to start now
i feel helpless
huge
and helpless

[KnuffleBunny]

Sometimes when I absolutely positively couldn't purge, I would keep a stash of laxatives and take them so at least the food wouldn't stay in my body for so long. It never made me feel all better, but it was certainly my emergency plan.