Eff fathers day!

[missgrungie]

So tomorrow is father's day. Well, that's close enough to being today for me. My brother came in from out of town and he's got a four year old kid and his kid eats a lot of food so my brother eats a lot of food so my family makes a lot of food and I can't handle it.
I've been told the itinerary for tomorrow:
wake up and go to the donut shop for breakfast (why my dad wants donuts... i couldn't tell you)
then hit up the beach straight from there (AHHH HOW DO I FIND THE TIME AND PLACE TO PURGE!?)
then come home to do god knows what
then the dreaded DINNER. Burgers. and potato salad. At least I eat boca burgers because red meat of any sort makes me sick even though I crave it like no other.
Then key lime pie. All with the family being under the same roof.
HOW WILL I EVER FIND THE TIME TO PURGE WITHOUT BEING CAUGHT?!
I'm freaking out.
FREAKING OUT
I already had to eat pizza today and purge that as quickly and quietly as possible then went to a ball game and had to eat ice cream because the four year old nephew was pretty much hand feeding it to me (it's hard to say no to a cute kid esp in front of the family) so I tried my hardest to purge that quickly in the restroom at the stadium but I feel like shit beucase I know I didn't get it all back up. I already feel like I ate way too much today because of the pizza and ice cream and now I have to do this all again tomorrow but under even worse circumstances?!?
SERIOUSLY!???
does anyone else feel this trapped or is it just me?
Please share any problems related to fathers day and how much food these needy people have to eat!! it's ridiculous!
I'm deathly afraid of how many cals I'm going to be taking in tomorrow becuase i know that even if I purge twenty minutes after consuming I will still have all those cals in my system after the purge.
Really though, is anyone else going to be experiencing anything similar??
Use this as a place to vent because I hope it feels better knowing that there is someone else out there that feels as horrible as I do about this dreaded hallmark holiday :(

[Wannabewaif]

Oh, that's rough:(
One of the only good things about everyone finding out about my anorexia and sending me to treatment was that now they know and I can just be like "uh, I'm not eating that." It also helps that I'm not living with my parents.
Could you just tell them you're not feeling well?
Or perhaps when at the donut shop just get coffee (or tea, or whatever if you like those things) and say you're not hungry.
And then later on just eat some of the things, but not all of them?

[ShowingBones.]

I've been in a situation like this before. Okay my friend was having a birthday party at the pool which later went to a sleepover. So it was birthday girl, 2 other girls and me. We went to the public pool and they kept going and buying ice cream, pizza and so on. I only ate a little bit of it but whatever. Then later we had cake, I only ate a little bit though. Then I went and purged. Later the next day me and birthday girl went to her cousins baseball game. I had a sandwhich. Later I said I didn't feel good and purged it all. But she came over and saw me and asked if I was forcing myself and I said "Yes.....because I feel too full" and she was like "Your not anorexic or bulimic or anything?" and I said "No ofcourse not, thats crazy". he next day I fasted to make up for it. It was soooo gross. Eating all that cake and stuff. >:P

[Sparkle]

Soon as you wake up just say you're not feeling well then you can just say you don't feel up to eating in the donut shop and at dinner and just ask for some water plus then if you do have to eat something you can blame you 'feeling ill' on throwing up xxxxxx

[missgrungie]

THANK YOU for the suggestions! I definitely am going to try to not eat donuts this morning (I think I have a good chance of getting out of it as I normally pass on breakfast anyways). Maybe I will have the opportunity to sneak a run in before dinner. Then I'm going to *crosses fingers* hopefully take a shower after dinner and purge while in the shower (BEST method I swear by it!) and then run the rest off tomorrow...
At least my family is healthy for the most part and my mom knows that I'm trying to eat healthy so she's supportive. She does not know about my ED so I have to really watch myself when I'm around her, or anyone for that matter.
Wish me luck!!!
Thanks girlies! :)