After 5 months... I can not believe this...!

[Starlight53a]

Okay... How do I start... I had a boyfriend a long time ago. The relationship was brilliant (except that we were both crazy, both had ED-ish issues, both self-harmed, and both seemed to make each other worse...). Unfortunately, he broke up with me 5 months ago. I was convinced that I had got over him, and that I didn't like him at ALL, not even as a person, never mind as more than friends. But today I came to the horrifying realization that I still like him! Romantically! I feel like my life is ruined!! :( Now I'm just so upset, and mad at myself for actually still liking him, and don't know what to do... :( Anyway, I just needed somewhere to talk/write/vent. Thanks for reading this if you did! :)

[Sapphire]

im sorry your feeling down

people that we know, care about and love... there is a reason we feel these things for the person

many times even after the relationship ends you will still have feelings for the person

its not wrong to have feelings for him, but at the same time, it is not sound like you were healthy for each other.

i dont have an answer other than to try and move on and be open to feelings with a different person.

hugz