I just can't stop

[stargAzerkitty]

My parents left me home for the weekend,
Since I had planned on having some friends over but of course they ditched out.
And my one pal didn't have a bus pass / money so he couldn't get out to my house.

Anyway,
I drank on thursday and then friday ate everything they left for me
and today is the same.
I call them to see if they got some of the things I asked for and my mom starts bitching at me.
I'm going to pay them back, It's not that big of a deal -sigh-.
I just want to eat and eat because i feel so crappy.

[stargAzerkitty]

someone please help me,
I need to get out of this.

[AnnDeSade]

I'm so sorry you're feeling that way! I'm home alone too, and there's food ALL around me, I ignore it by going to my friend's houses if they can't come over, or I clean or go walking the dog... If you feel crappy, even when the situation gets better you'll feel bad for eating a lot, so try not too...
Sorry to hear about your mum bitching, tell her you'll pay her back, hopefully she won't be mad any more... All best!

[stargAzerkitty]

I'm so sorry you're feeling that way! I'm home alone too, and there's food ALL around me, I ignore it by going to my friend's houses if they can't come over, or I clean or go walking the dog... If you feel crappy, even when the situation gets better you'll feel bad for eating a lot, so try not too...
Sorry to hear about your mum bitching, tell her you'll pay her back, hopefully she won't be mad any more... All best!

Thanks love,
They come home in a few hours so I'm just going to get them to get healthy food.
Since they are trying to lose weight as well,
So it should work out.
I'm also trying to convince them to get an eliptical machine for our house , it's a work in progress.
Today, I'm determind to get back on track now because I have 2 hours of ballet this week and some other things.

[miserable_me]

Im in the same situation hun. I dropped my parents off at the airport at 4 am and by noon everything in the house was gone. I purged some of it but not most :( I know i gained soo much, and to make things worse i have to go to my boyfriends cousins lake house tonight with him which means eatimg more (and we just started going out so there is NO way i can purge) and i have to be in a bathing suit all night...stupid fourth of july :( but like Ann said distract yourself when your in situations like that. Something i wish i could have done but my options were limited at 5 am this morning i guess. But remember tomorrow is a new day and start a new. Good thinking w trying to get healthy food..i am home w my brother and so i have to keep food in the house for him, so after i was done i went out and bought a bunch of food that he likes that i dont. So hopefully the rest of the week I will be ok. I am so sorry your struggling too, know your not alone.

[stargAzerkitty]

Im in the same situation hun. I dropped my parents off at the airport at 4 am and by noon everything in the house was gone. I purged some of it but not most :( I know i gained soo much, and to make things worse i have to go to my boyfriends cousins lake house tonight with him which means eatimg more (and we just started going out so there is NO way i can purge) and i have to be in a bathing suit all night...stupid fourth of july :( but like Ann said distract yourself when your in situations like that. Something i wish i could have done but my options were limited at 5 am this morning i guess. But remember tomorrow is a new day and start a new. Good thinking w trying to get healthy food..i am home w my brother and so i have to keep food in the house for him, so after i was done i went out and bought a bunch of food that he likes that i dont. So hopefully the rest of the week I will be ok. I am so sorry your struggling too, know your not alone.

Awe -hugs-
I hope you have fun tonight despite lots of food and stuff.

[Jex]

HOLY SHIT
excuse my language, but i had no idea, that BED was an actual thing.
That explains everything. Pfft. After all this time, I thought I was just making excuses for myself.
Well, I guess I still kind of am, but still this is a little bit more reasuring than that. xD
Although, is it still BED if you purge 90% of the time? Or is that just considered Mia? or is BED just the bingeing part of mia? :S
Sorry for all the stupid questions, I just want to know which slot i fit into...

[stargAzerkitty]

HOLY SHIT
excuse my language, but i had no idea, that BED was an actual thing.
That explains everything. Pfft. After all this time, I thought I was just making excuses for myself.
Well, I guess I still kind of am, but still this is a little bit more reasuring than that. xD
Although, is it still BED if you purge 90% of the time? Or is that just considered Mia? or is BED just the bingeing part of mia? :S
Sorry for all the stupid questions, I just want to know which slot i fit into...

I have noo idea
I think BED and mia are tied in together
cause sometimes you b/p
then sometimes just BINGE AND BINGE
so really it's one big mess that we all got stuck into somehow

[itis]

I have noo idea
I think BED and mia are tied in together
cause sometimes you b/p
then sometimes just BINGE AND BINGE
so really it's one big mess that we all got stuck into somehow

It is a completely tragedy how with mia you purge to lose weight but then when you cant and you just binge it feels very out of control well for me anyways. The great news is as cheesey as this sounds there is always 2moro just to start over however i will always wish for that redo button to not have binged at all.

[stargAzerkitty]

It is a completely tragedy how with mia you purge to lose weight but then when you cant and you just binge it feels very out of control well for me anyways. The great news is as cheesey as this sounds there is always 2moro just to start over however i will always wish for that redo button to not have binged at all.

Yeah
I'll have to agree with you on that,
Where is the "Reset" button,
Oh if only life were a video game.
Sometimes it's seems like it might aswell be though!

[MissMaiden]

I do the same and i've finally found my way. I brush my teeth when I want to eat. It puts me off food! x

[size8jeans]

HOLY SHIT
excuse my language, but i had no idea, that BED was an actual thing.
That explains everything. Pfft. After all this time, I thought I was just making excuses for myself.
Well, I guess I still kind of am, but still this is a little bit more reasuring than that. xD
Although, is it still BED if you purge 90% of the time? Or is that just considered Mia? or is BED just the bingeing part of mia? :S
Sorry for all the stupid questions, I just want to know which slot i fit into...

I don't know where you'd fit. I never purge so I'm just BED. I stuff myself silly but don't throw up. Sometimes I wish I could because I think I wouldn't be so fat if I did...