am i recovering?

[kalina]

I was mia for 3 months,
came home,
"healthy" for a week-only purged once
in the hospital for depression for 10 days, purged only 3 times (they watched me)
came home and binged for 3 days, no puringing, and then started restricting
my bmi isnt low enought for ana
but sometimes i can just cant eat
and sometimes i can...
i eat normally when im around my family...
but when im alone, its back to ed behavior
i still purge every once in a while....when i eat too much, not a binge just too much...or if i ate just to eat
my psychiatrist diagnosed me with ednos
but im not really sure what that is

do i even have an ed anymore? am i just a wannabe... am i recovering, or is it ednos?

[Jacklinger]

Yes you have some sort of eating disorder still. I think you might be semi-recovered but may be in need of further treatment. What the doctors did for you was basically get you in a condition where you didn't need to be in a hospital anymore, but were not necessarily well either. That's basically all mental hospitals do. I've been in one too many years ago. It didn't make me well but it kept me from harming myself.

Am I recovering? Maybe a tiny bit every day. But at this rate I'll need about 500 years to get well. So I'm hoping for immortality to somehow happen hehe.

[kalina]

Yes you have some sort of eating disorder still. I think you might be semi-recovered but may be in need of further treatment. What the doctors did for you was basically get you in a condition where you didn't need to be in a hospital anymore, but were not necessarily well either. That's basically all mental hospitals do. I've been in one too many years ago. It didn't make me well but it kept me from harming myself.

Am I recovering? Maybe a tiny bit every day. But at this rate I'll need about 500 years to get well. So I'm hoping for immortality to somehow happen hehe.

thanks for the answer, and for the laugh. :D
hang in there.