LightHeartedLightHeaded
06-06-2010, 12:35 PM
Alright, So I recently changed areas...
So, I met some guy, and I we're together now.
And seem as how I need to the attention( feeling "loved") and i'm a sex addict..
Well things are already happening.
He is much..larger than me, He's tall and wide, insanely strong,..Well any whyeat boy would consider him fat.
I'm very attracted to him through..
and this is where is gets weird.
He's obsessed with my bones!
Especially my hips, he touches them and thinks it's so sexy,
or he'll have his hands all over my back, and say something about how he loves that he can feel all my bones.
or my rib cage,. He thinks it's fascinating...
but wait there's more.
He proceeds to say things like "Sarah you're not a vegetarian, you're a water-tarian"
Or says " Yeah you must be 80lbs soaking wet." or something like " oh no that's too many calories for you, right?" And i'm like...uh no.. i'm really fat, and then he picks me up with one arm and says "you're nothing."
And then I told him about my friend ed. And he says " you need to get better."
I told him i'd try..
Then after some time, I informed him I might have to go to the hospital for a few weeks, and he said
" then i'll have to break up with you, you lied to me, you said you'd get better."
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
He doesn't get it..obviously.
He wants me to gain weight and be healthy, but be boney..
And so it continues, he says " well if you don't eat I won't either." THAT JUST MAKES IT WORSE,
But he still does eat, just not when i'm around.. grrr rah.
I don't know what to do.
Ana loves to get between my relationships, but this one isn't completely her fault.
Please give me your opinion.
So, I met some guy, and I we're together now.
And seem as how I need to the attention( feeling "loved") and i'm a sex addict..
Well things are already happening.
He is much..larger than me, He's tall and wide, insanely strong,..Well any whyeat boy would consider him fat.
I'm very attracted to him through..
and this is where is gets weird.
He's obsessed with my bones!
Especially my hips, he touches them and thinks it's so sexy,
or he'll have his hands all over my back, and say something about how he loves that he can feel all my bones.
or my rib cage,. He thinks it's fascinating...
but wait there's more.
He proceeds to say things like "Sarah you're not a vegetarian, you're a water-tarian"
Or says " Yeah you must be 80lbs soaking wet." or something like " oh no that's too many calories for you, right?" And i'm like...uh no.. i'm really fat, and then he picks me up with one arm and says "you're nothing."
And then I told him about my friend ed. And he says " you need to get better."
I told him i'd try..
Then after some time, I informed him I might have to go to the hospital for a few weeks, and he said
" then i'll have to break up with you, you lied to me, you said you'd get better."
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
He doesn't get it..obviously.
He wants me to gain weight and be healthy, but be boney..
And so it continues, he says " well if you don't eat I won't either." THAT JUST MAKES IT WORSE,
But he still does eat, just not when i'm around.. grrr rah.
I don't know what to do.
Ana loves to get between my relationships, but this one isn't completely her fault.
Please give me your opinion.