i just want to scream

[eggwhites]

i don't know what's wrong with me,
something's just wrong,
in my head,
something fucked up and all i can think is maybe this is an anxiety attack?

i just want to scream for someone to help me,
but i dont know how anyone can help,
what the hell is wrong with me.
i wanna cry.
i need help.

i need to sleep, but i can't,
i can't do anything.
i feel like i shouldnt exist right now,
like i can't exist.
this isn't rational.

i just wish i could sleep,
so my mind would stop.

i'm sorry if this doesn't belong here,
i just thought it was most appropriate,
and i need to talk-type-whatever.
i need to ramble because i feel like my head is about to implode.

[Vision Thing]

I feel the same.